I'm going to sound like an asshole, but I'm in so much pain right now I don't give two cents. Some people have it so easy. They go home, and they have their parents. They have no clue how nice it feels, to go home, and see someone, have someone nearby.
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Sure, parents can be annoying. But trust me, living with parents is better than living alone without them for years, and without any relatives. Yes I suck it up. But it damn hurts. Make friends? Unfortunately I have mental health issues and making friends isn't the easiest thing in the world. I try. I try real hard. But the loneliness is always here. It never goes away. I constantly want to commit suicide but I stop myself. I try. But I've been screaming in my apartment for the last two hours and no one can hear me. Which is good 'cause I don't want attention. But the pain is overwhelming that I have to scream.